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Convalescence: A Retrospective - Official 2018 compilation

by Autumn Tears

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Timeless... ageless... ethereal beauty Bestow thy dark enchantment Blissful death So begins the autumn dance I awaken thee With my kiss Shall they forever Be one with me Dream of me, my children As I embrace thy sorrow And take unto myself Thy tears I awaken thee Would they hold me as I wept? Would they dry my endless tears? Would they kiss me as I died? Would they love me as I am?
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The dying leaves soundlessly fall The withering trees whisper of winter dreams Thus... she shamelessly unveils herself The silence is forever broken Behold her blanket of darkness Enshrouding the dying summer Inviting the solemn tranquility She beckons the earth with her kisses The winds play their autumnal melodies Her children sing the song of her coming Dark formations gather in her mirth To storm the gates of earthly bliss
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Guided by spectral visions They may see beyond the sleeping world And into their silent dreams... Silent dreams Which speak in tongues Revealing to them my presence Carried by unconscious footsteps I guide them to my sweet sanctum Please forgive me For what I hath done My soul is but for you to take Tears wash away my sins My darkest hour hath come... I have arisen Please do not leave me Forever shall I be thine Take me for what I shall be And thus the beauty unveils its face The garden shall wither and die The myriad gather before me To partake of my life and spirit Only their innocence and chastity Can purify my tainted soul A harvest of youthful serenity They shall find me with kisses My undying love and youthful embrace I give to them evermore
4.
Hear me... O valiant sister, reveal to me, this archaic image Awakened, I find no passage within these arcane illusions Hath I but found my eternity manifested within me This mask of shattered divinity do I now wear Endless black skies surround my freedom The ravens cry out for my undoing, how beautiful their songs are to me Hopelessly, I envision fragile winds sweeping away my spirit Leaving behind my barren epitaph, taking me to my eternity... my garden Vanquished foes, fear not my destiny Take this empty shell which is my body And free my dying brood from endless millennia One child, one god, one wish, one dream, one heart, one life, one final victory O hear me... I'm in pain
5.
Lips of glass ... Their touch so deep Cold, enchanting bliss The dying dreams, I take unto my love Her embrace to carry me beyond death... I wish... A deepening woe, a shadow of life Hindering my dying dreams But just one kiss, I beg of thee my love To dry my ever flowing stream of tears ... I wish... Unfortunate is the one who suffers For there is no comfort in death Only one single hope... My love given and not taken without burden May we love one another freely Without fear of abandonment Watch me as I die painlessly A thousand times The sweet, sweet agony of my being Ever am I alone Sadness... a kiss passionate sorrow Of a time to come of divine unity O my love, take us to our ebony meadow Together we stand Amidst the moonlit for and snow I wish... Beloved darkness, to you I plead Give but a wakeful moment Of tragic lust A kingdom of carnal pleasure A garden of crystalline dreams
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Is it raining, dear child, where dost thou wander now? Is it raining once again, or is it only thy tears? Sweet innocence, no longer a passion within their eyes Ablaze with thy fury of denial and tainted dreams. Now see what lies beneath this mask. Why do these gentle teardrops endlessly mock me? The pureness of simplicity as my only true companion. For it shall be there for me always; even when I am no more. This, a paradise for fools, stained black with tears of blood. from mine eyes so empty Their glimmer hath faded with the sullen kiss and piercing caress of a century. Oh, how this mirror lies to me! The voices that haunt us evermore only this euphoria of suffering remains. In silence I scream out for one existence; faithless wanderers as my children take not from me this image of frailty, but give unto a glimpse of the beauty lost beneath the scars upon my faith and my freedom, my passion, my pain.
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The Dance 03:43
La rose se meurt... Les petales tombent parmi les feuilles Fond toi en moi En des images d’une beaute sans amour Et des profiles eclaires en silhouettes ecarlates Dance with me but one more time Embrace the silence as I die Never mend my broken wings And never hear the children sing The blade deepens, the shame weakens us They gather and dream of passion and vengeance The duality of the motion is all that remains We are death, and death shall be our only companion Death shall be our only companion Frozen cries fill the air Must we die without despair? Another dream flowing with lies Bleeding souls, bleeding eyes Ta main pour toujours mienne Plonge moi dans le sang et les larmes Et meurt avec moi encore une fois Les enfants ne jouen, ne cient, ne dansent Et ne chantent plus Frozen skies fill the air The children cry without despair A look of peace shows only lies Deep within their frozen eyes Mefiez-vous mon ange brise De ceux qui sont moins misericordieux que moi La lame s’enfonce... la honte nous affaiblit Ils se rassemblent et reve De passion et vengeance Dance with me but one last time Take my hand and cry for light Open thy broken wings And hear the dying children sing...
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The Never 05:55
Do tell me why my dreams Speak to me always of never? For I am the never, the ever dreaming senses Within the windows of mine eyes, the beauty is ever shamed This searing imagery roots within my consciousness Imagery that which I wish to know of, and wish not to know of They are one in the same The silence of screaming, deep within the void of my never Take away the emptiness The dance echoes its imagery to me Again and again... and again Our dance... our very last dance Taunting me, jaunting delicately around the empty carousel Of what I now wish to be and what remains of my dreams Why must I dream of the flourishing fountain Ever flowing with the blood of all whom hath cried out my name? The dance echoes its imagery to me Again and again... and again Our dance... our very last dance Taunting me, jaunting delicately around the empty carousel Of what I now wish to be and what remains of my dreams A glimpse of a beautiful painting slips away Leaving in its place a canvas of endless black... Yet the illusion remains
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Do you remember? Fingers of sunlight As they were caressing face? Do you remember? The leaves dancing in the sky. Then falling softly to their painless death The picture is there As clear as the glass within their eyes As innocent as the song of mourning birds. Birds who cry if only to live for but just one more day To be like us. yet their angelic faces bereave And they are always asking me Why must we forgive... If only to forgive, if never to forget... Read these words that are engraved upon my face And then look away... Look away... Look away
10.
Our mother is dying again coldly she stares at her kin, with no empathy she said you will remember me, all of me, and... none of me... with each sigh of pain. I give birth to you, now there is no time left... face fate... without me sculpting every shallow grin from the madness that I now keep shame on us as we coil, and shed our skin The paralyzed wretch now clings to me working deep its needy fingers burrowing, nestling within the warmth of waning, feral flesh in hopes of sipping from the coveted chalice of cancer all to remind us of false comfort found within the arms of fate innocence wakes from brittle bones and sleep draws closer with each subtle breath pursed lips, cracked and swollen sip sweet milk from ivory breast nurturing the inevitable end, infant eyes peer and widen her womb laced with decay spews forth it's putrescence and so is born another fool... broken angels fall at our feet skeletal apparitions with eyeless sockets crawling and seething, weeping for mercy we eat their bodies, savor their flesh tasting their anguish so the misery can live on within us, passing from one to another the searing hatred that now lines our skin I can feel your gaze on me, yet you always look away my eyes and my lips sewn shut, I forget that we are here if this is my Hell, then I carry you with me always
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Eclipse 04:31
gleaming rays foreshadow the eclipse the boy in the box and the girl in the maze moonlit puppets cast no shadows the invisible water flows down their cheeks you call them teardrops. I call them wounds you call them teardrops, oh, but I call them wounds shivering echoes of paradise a lifetime stolen away, a fragment lost in eternity gleaming rays foreshadow the eclipse
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Sleeping is he beneath the earth slipping from the shell one step closer to calm splendor Beholdant is he of this mortality Remaining strong but bound in chains while his reign fades Winged carry him on their shoulders In the earth the king sleeps
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Sleeping is he beneath the earth slipping from the shell one step closer to calm splendor Beholdant is he of this mortality Remaining strong but bound in chains while his reign fades Winged carry him on their shoulders In the earth the king sleeps
14.
do you remember? fingers of sunlight, as they were caressing face? do you remember? the leaves dancing in the sky. then falling softly to their painless death the picture is there, as clear as the glass within their eyes as innocent as the song of mourning birds. birds who cry if only to live for but just one more day. to be like us their angelic faces bereave and they are always asking me why must we forgive... if only to forgive, if never to forget... read these words that are engraved upon my face and then look away... look away...look away
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My empty eyes and weakened gaze, remove me from the sky sipping night and tasting tears, of stars that always cry the journey ends and paths unfold I danced with death and smiled I fear her kiss no longer for now I am her child if I should die before I wake, may sleep become my tomb let death become my muse, my bed within her womb my shaded eyes and sharpened gaze sipping light and tasting dreams my empty eyes and weakened gaze, remove me from the sky sipping night and tasting tears, of stars that always cry the jurney ends and paths unfold I danced with death and smiled I fear her kiss no longer for now I am her child if I should die before I wake, may sleep become my tomb let death become my muse, my bed within her womb

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AUTUMN TEARS has been firmly rooted in the Darkwave / Neoclassical scene since it's inception in 1995. In anticipation the upcoming full length album, long time AUTUMN TEARS supporter DARK VINYL RECORDS in Germany is proud to offer this limited edition, expansive 75 minute collection of songs entitled "Convalescence - A Retrospective" spanning from 1996 - 2007.

Presented in a 6 panel-eco-digifile, this compilation features amazing cover artwork from renowned Polish artist Graszka Paulska and will contain three unreleased songs. All tracks Mastered by Peter Bjärgö (Arcana - Sweden).

Limited to 400 copies worldwide, the band will have 100 copies available. We have 16 copies available now and will have the rest in about a month!

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released January 11, 2018

Tracks 1-3, 5, 6
Ted - Composition, keyboards,
vocal arrangements, lyrics
Erika - Vocals, vocal arrangements

Track 4, 9
Ted - Composition, keyboards, lyrics
Erika - Vocals, vocal arrangements

Track 6-8
Jennifer LeeAnna - Vocals,
vocal arrangements

Track 7
Narration on "The Dance" - Melissa Càron

Track 8
Ted - Composition, keyboards, lyrics

Track 10
Ted - Composition, keyboards, vocals, lyrics
Laurie - Vocals, vocal arrangements

Track 11
Ted - Composition, keyboards, lyrics
Erika - Vocals, vocal arrangements
Greg- Contrabass
Terran - Clarinet, flute

Track 12, 13
Ted - Composition, keyboards, lyrics
Laurie - Vocals, vocal arrangements
Greg - Contrabass
Terran - Clarinet, flute

Track 14, 15
Ted - Composition, keyboards, vocals,
vocal arrangements, lyrics

Track 16
Ted - Composition, keyboards, lyrics
Laurie - Vocals, vocal arrangements
Greg - acoustic guitar
Terran - Clarinet, flute

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Autumn Tears is an international musical act incorporating a unique, organic fusion of modern classical music with elements of cinematic score and world music, layered with diverse male and female vocals.

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